First things first. I may have a new job. I got offered a position of Health Advisor at NHS Direct but they want me to start in August and my work will not let me leave without completing 6 weeks notice which would put me free at mid August. I am awaiting to see if my recruitment agency can get in in a later training date, because at least they do ( Read more... )

This is really just an update on the life and times of me. Nothing of interest here so feel free to skip if you were looking for some fandom fun ( Read more... )

Here are some photos from my last photography trip, more should follow. I am now looking into doing an online photography course, not because I don't believe I can teach myself everything I need to know, but more as an enrty into the photography world.
Anybody heard of, or have any info on these people? http://www.thephotographyinstitute.co.uk/


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I really hoped I was done with the woe is me posts, but I just need to vent, to get it out my system so I can move on.

I am currently as you might have twigged very upset. Work is being a nightmare again. I did bring this on myself but it still isn't fair, and its my time of the month I'm hormonal and prone to tears.

This is what happened I left a ( Read more... )

Oh this is no good. I'm terrified of going back into work, I really don't know how I'm going to face it. It's a stupid crappy minimum wage job I don't even like it should not have this kind of power over me. I've felt nervous and nauseous for days now and I should be enjoying my week off. I can't bring myself to take any photos my passion has gone ( Read more... )

I try to keep this journal to mostly fandom stuff, really I do, but it's my job, it's like its designed  specificity to piss me off, and the only way I can cope with that, is to vent here, sorry.

Well I'm sure by now the sane people have fled to more interesting journals, I don't blame them. However if you are dying to know just what's set me off ( Read more... )

Had a really bad day today, totally over reacted to things, namely the news that if my till is down at work the money will now come out of my wages. Since i am not a thief and the tills have not been down in weeks this should not bother me so much, but I completely stressed myself out about it. I  spent most of the day fighting tears and losing the ( Read more... )

Sorry this is going to be one of those boring real life posts, but for once it's not a load of self pity from me. No this post is about a social issue, self image and the message being sent to young women today by the media and society partially that when it comes to breasts bigger is better ( Read more... )

Thank you to those that responded to my last post when I was feeling quite down, today has been much better and I only have two more working days before I have a week off work. Some times I just wake up feeling sad, but most days it's something trivial and work related that sets me off. Thus the more I'm away from work the more good days I have ( Read more... )

For contractual reasons I am not allowed to express negative views about by job on-line so please fill in the following blanks yourself.

I ______ my job, my job is _____________ and I want to work there ___________ because the place is so _____________ and my bosses are ___________________ and if the place should burn to the ground tomorrow I will ( Read more... )